... after so long. Somehow I lost the motivation to type in the white space at blogger.com over the last few weeks. Not because I'm busy with school, but I just felt this inertia whenever it came to blogging. 

The inertia is still here, and now I'm just re-thinking my purpose for typing whatever I'm typing now. Then again, must everything have a purpose? Can't I just let this blog stay here, collect dust and be a reminder of how much I've grown since I first set this up in secondary school?

After Bible school, things pretty much stayed the same in the natural - my parents still grumble a little at my going to church, my sister's still her playful/happy/sometimes wilful old self, workload in law school threatens to take over me every week (but I try my very best to overcome it! haha), I still hang out with pretty much the same people.

In other words, I'm feeling quite... comfortable where I'm at now. 

Which makes my heart feel restless. Things I desire to see happen haven't happened, and it seems, somehow, that my life is going through some kind of a monotonous motion. 

Flashback to a couple of years back when I just received Christ into my life, and everything then was more exciting - yes, emotionally I went through some downs, but life just felt a bit more... fulfilling. 

I want to change the world. 

Change your heart first, my child.